TakuraLion

Hello everyone, just an update of sorts. So, it looks like in America we will be having a "second wave" of Covid soon. Like a virus just takes a vacation and comes back lol. But seriously, be prepared for shelves to be empty again due to people panic buying. AGAIN. I've also heard that truckers will be going on strike starting on the 29th of this month. So this will hurt a lot of businesses. Guess that's what happens when you cheat during the election, and when terrorist groups like Antifa and others attack truck drivers in some cities... People have had enough of the bullshit.

Anyway, I've deleted some journals, not because my abuser wants them gone, but I just got tired of looking at them. I'm going to be hated no matter what I do, so I may as well just keep doing whatever I want to do. They don't control me, their friends don't control me, and that's how it should be. But I for one will never fall back into a friendship with a toxic individual ever again. With all the name calling, the insults, the wishing death on my friends, attacking my friends who were just my friends, had nothing to do with going on, and the huge amount of "fan art" that I got...yeaaah. I'm not gonna make amends with that individual. If you want to, that's your choice. Just please don't come crying to me again when shit starts up once more. I don't want to hear it. I'm not giving people anymore second chances. Once you fuck up, piss me off, we're done. I shouldn't have to explain myself on why I end things either.

Anyway, I'm currently in a Christmas mood, so I'm watching Home Alone on Disney Plus. Such a good classic movie. And I'll most likely try to be more active here on DeviantArt, since staff on other sites are kinda two faced, and fucked up. I'll still be drawing, I'll still be posting, at least when I have time. Lately I've not been on much except for discord and watching videos.

Also, I thought I was coming down with a cold the other day, turns out its just allergies. Bleh. That and its getting cold out, which makes my nose run like crazy. It might also be stress. I'm stressed about whats going on in America right now. I do NOT want Joe Biden as president. I do NOT want lockdowns to happen again. Lockdowns do absolutely nothing except make people depressed. This isn't about Covid anymore, or our health. This is about CONTROL and some people out there are naive enough to comply with government orders. The whole mask thing is an absolute joke. I only wear a mask so I don't get Mask nazis and Karens up in my face, and scream at me about the mask. Whatever happened to people minding their business? I wear my mask and I still get sick with other people's colds and shit. You're being played folks. But do what you want, I'm not gonna be like a typical democrat and try to force you to do something.

All I know is, the world is going to shit, and so is my mental health. But I'm not gonna go to the hospital, or to therapy or any of that shit. I don't need them to tell me "yes you have bad thoughts, yes you have depression" like...what is that gonna do? Nothing really. I have my own ways of coping, and I don't need to pay some therapist $100 an hour or whatever the rate is. I've got my medication, my art, and movies to watch, and that is what helps me.

Physically, I could be better. Tendinitis in my elbows are acting up, especially since its cold now. I've been having on and off again middle back pain, which is a bitch sometimes especially when at work. But hey, that's what pain meds and hot showers are for.

I guess that's all I've got for now. Thanks for reading I guess? Have a nice day and stay safe out there, folks

~Takura